TITAN
I’m at my wit’s end,
I can’t believe that it took so long,
For me to finally understand.
I’m just a piece,
But the puzzle won’t finish,
Without me, it’s so empty.
Then how do I describe myself besides lost?
Does that mean that life is broken?
How I see it is that none of us, feel that we fit.
When does it all make sense?
How many times must we go & repeat this,
When it ends up that we don’t understand?
Get the f*ck up.
Pull yourself from this rut.
This is your call,
Don’t waste it all.
RUAGH.
So many missed moments to prove that my self exists,
When honestly, I've become so depressed.
I'm not sure if I made my point clear,
Or if I’ve completely missed.
I’m at my wit’s end,
I can’t believe that it took so long,
For me to finally understand.
I’m just a piece,
But the puzzle won’t finish,
Without me, it’s so empty.
A HOPE FOR ENDLESS DREAMS
Oh, how I’ve failed.
I just want to pick up the pieces,
& start this all over again.
Why can’t I.
Turn back the hands of time,
Erase it from my mind.
But God, If I just forget this are we better off,
Or is this what you wanted from me,Is this what you wanted to see?
Or am I, just falling apart.
Get me away from myself,
All I have now are just memories, I want to drown.
But I can’t, it just isn’t in me to kill,
What I feel, shouldn’t be dead.
But you’re dead,
You’re heartless to start with,
You can’t even face it or forgive yourself. & for what?
I can’t even tell where I am,
A dream or reality.
& now I’m passing through open doors,
Sinking this ship that’s set sail for the edge of the Earth.
Where I’ll be everything I had once been,
A hollow hope.
But now I’m dreaming I’m floating away,
Just a shell of what I, used to be,
But you’ll see,I’ll rip apart space & time just to find you,
You are mine.
Run, run away,
Remember the silence, You’re a dream, You’re fading away.
Run away,
Remember the silence, You’re a dream, You’re fading away.
Run away,
Remember the silence, You’re a dream, You’re fading away.
Run away, Remember the silence, You’re a dream,
You’re fading away.
You’re fading away.
VIRIDIAN
Why won’t you give me the chance,
To prove that I’m more than a man,
I’m more than you want me to be,
Could this be,
The end of the life that we’ve come to know.
Open your eyes to the world,
All it takes is a chance,
Just give me this,
Give me everything.
I could take you away from this world,
Where we could be at peace.
All I ever wanted to do,
Was move mountains & planets for you.
Could it me just as easy, To look you straight in the eyes, & tell you.
I think I’ve never been so afraid,
That my life has been slipping away from me,
That I’m starting to doubt this,
That I was ever real.
I,
Will pull down the stars from the sky & create,
A world so that we could run,
Away from the ones,
Who’ve kept us from being ourselves.
That’s kept me from being.
All that I want, is to be at peace with myself,
To just get an answer,
Will I,
Come to the point in my life where I,
Will finally be set free.
TRAVELER
(Billy)
Will I ever get it right,When
I word it.
I’m trying but I, don’t know why,
I just can’t move on.
With my life.
I’m building a boat but I,
Can’t seem to paddle out.
It just hurts to see,
You won’t remember me.
Looking back, is it really all worth it to,
Give my life, & do this every night
Just to wonder if,
I truly did it right.
I understand.
But the truth is,
That I miss you,that I need you back.
& the truth is,
I’m pushing you, further away.
(Liam)
But did I care enough?
I went & messed this up,
I could never even try & get it back.
But if I word it,
Will you know it’s me,
& accept that I’m telling you sorry.
(Billy)
I understand.
(Liam)
Oh, I can’t wait to feel alive again.
(Billy)
But the truth is,
That I miss you,
That I need you back.
& the truth is,
I’m pushing you further away.
But the truth is,
that I’ve lost you.
& that I’m to blame.
& the truth is,
That I want us to start all over again.
ABOUT TIME KEEPER
(Billy)
How, can I push myself,
Beyond the walls that I’ve put up with my bare hands.
What can I even say, that you haven’t all heard,
They’re just notions that don’t deserve to be, to be.
The desert is created.Grain by grain I will,
Slowly, become lost.In the thought.
That I, will never become.
All you made me for,
& what I dreamt you’d be,
In the moment,
That you were forgotten.
(Liam)
I’d search for what you left me,
In the ocean, where you had drown.
But I can’t ‘cause we are drifting.
With every moment, of silence, & apathy.
(Billy)
We drown, we drown, we drown.
In our own pity.
We drown, we drown, we drown.
In this ocean.
(Zach)
The ocean is forever
& you’re the anchor, in my life.
But these waves pull me further,
Into the, distance.
(Zach & Billy)
We drown, we drown, we drown.
In our own pity.
We drown, we drown, we drown.
In this ocean.
GIVEN THE CHANCE TO GROW
Living life against the tide,
They writhe around the edge of the jagged tongues.
Pulled into the forgotten seas,
Where I,
will not be lost.
Change for the future,
Open your eyes,
& listen to me.
Hear what I scream,
As I choke down the doubt,
& I swallow the hate.
So you’ll believe,
& see, what I am.
Trust, Trust, trust in yourself.
You have to grow from who you were, yesterday.
You live your life, in the dark,
Die in the light of ambition,
Lead the light.
Die as a legend,
Be reborn, as a constellation.
You fought your demons for your dreams,
You left a legacy.
& if all you say is real & this is,
Not a dream,
Then forever,
I will sleep.